I AM GUTTED.

i don't think we're playing all that badly but we've been really really really unlucky. anything could have gone wrong, went wrong and i've got nothing to say to that.. and i hate you skrtel stay out of the squad. useless prick. so are you lucas!!!!

today i had a very good game of football with my church.. it's been pretty long since i joined them for football and i'm pretty sad to say they're still not tactically adept yet..

but based on my own performance, i think it was a pretty good showing in midfield. got into scuffles for the ball with some vietnamese, whom i still think are pretty much rubbish at football. i know when i turn in a good performance and i think today my role as a midfielder sweeping up loose balls in midfield and distributing was decent.. but i guess bong was right, i shouldn't get too caught up with the niggly fouls and bickering with them because instead of improving and letting them worry about what i can do with the ball, i'm actually letting them stop myself from having the game of my life..

things i can improve on and will do next week;

1) i should TURN with the ball and get forward more because my forte is passing those final balls and distributing them to the channels, not holding the ball in a sit back position..

2) SHOOT. my shooting was woeful today. if there was any word that could describe worst than disgusting, that would be it.

3) i should learn to READ THE GAME more. i could've covered for a fullback today while helping out to defend but i didn't. the instinct came but the legs and brain just didn't register.

i'm happy with the performances i put it week in week out now. i get shut out from games at times but i need to work around it cus i know i thrive under pressure. at least i'm getting a foot hold of it..

God is faithful.

Good Evening Mr President.

 Yesterday evening, United States President, Barack Obama landed in Paya Lebar airbase. why would that concern you, you might ask? that was my camp when i was in NS you dimwit!!

so cool i wanted to go change pass so i can see his plane but russell said i was crazy... and that he still has his pass so he can go anytime he wants.

football today was good.. think the team has improved to an acceptable level we can finally make tactics work and not bother too much about the basics.. but sadly our field will be resurfaced till early next january so we hafta make do with a temporary home ground now.

okay not much is happening now anyway so i'll just leave it to next time! have a good week!!

today was stupid. i was blamed for something that was not even my fault but i kept quiet. i mean what's the point? my opinion doesn't even matter anymore does it?

anyway chelsea played horrible football. i can't believe i watched a stupid match with the HOME TEAM playing anti football tactics. stupid italian coach with rubbish tactics. and man utd players weren't better off. can't even take proper corners with good enough lift off the ball. USELESS ALL USELESS!!!!

Pro Evolution Soccer. the next best thing to watching football.

he looks like my sister! HAHAHAHAHA.

Fernando Torres behind the scenes for Pro Evolution Soccer development.

this is what we play at Gordon's place before football.

in 2008, Cristiano Ronaldo was on the cover of this game and he won the Premier League and Champs League.

in 2009, Lionel Messi was on the cover of this game and he won the Treble of La Liga, Champs League and Spanish Kings cup.

so i hope in 2010, Fernando Torres follows suit. Cus he as you all should know... is on the cover together with Messi again.